Today my list starts again. I am now 28, when I get older I feel that birthdays are not as a big of deal. It wasn't that today was a bad day. It just was different than my past 2 birthdays. It was hard not being surrounded by so many friends like I am used to. Though it was good to be with my family.
Right now I stare at my birthday cake as I am sitting alone, It is uneaten. I am tempted right now to eat the whole thing. Also to open up the sprinkles and eat them as well. Oh that would be good. That is something that they do on cheesy sitcoms, and then I would cry.
On the plus side I do have a family who loves me, and I do have so many friends that God has blessed me with. That I miss dearly right now. I just wish I could hug you all. That would be an amazing birthday present to transport everyone I love to one place. Wow that would be crazy and loud.
I have a good feeling about this year and these goals. As always a new year brings new excitement and adventure. No super secret goal this year. I know this might be shocking to those who have known me since I first made my goals. This year if I do my super secret I get to cross off any of them at the end of the year. This is what I decided.
Tomorrow I fly to Chicago. Ready for an adventure, full of anxiety excitement and a little craziness wrapped in the mix.
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